Skittles Make the World Go Round

This past week was a hard one for me, but the grand finale of it changed all that. All through out Saturday morning I felt terrible and anxious. I was going to exert my body to its limit with Mar by walking as much as we could around the royal oak track, but just couldn’t get myself to do it. So the majority of my day was completely wasted, with me counting the hours left before my family left to a wedding party, where I would be happily left behind to enjoy the peace and quiet that never fills my house. They finally left at around 4:00. But as soon as they left of course things had to happen.

I arranged for Mar to come over and keep each other company and just hangout while both our families were gone. When we were on the phone though, rain started to POUR. Of course I told Mar about it, and then I told Marla that it started to hail. Then as soon as that happened the power went out and thunder and lightning followed. YAY. Time to freak out. I told Mar to hurry up and come but, she told me that her power went out as well and couldn’t get her car out of the garage because of the powerless door. I tried to direct her how to manually open the door, but grew impatient and just told her that I would come over instead, because I seriously didn’t want to be alone; I was freaking out. While I’m driving I notice the traffic lights weren’t working, its still pouring hard, and Marla is already out of her garage when I drive up to her house. I decide that it wouldn’t be a good idea if it were just the 2 of us because our fear would only grow, so I called Kate. Thank god she picked up, and I just blurted it out, could we come over?, and thank god she said yes! We were in business. I helped Mar close her garage door getting soaked by the rain and then we were on our way. Through out the entire ride Mar and I are laughing our heads off, because as we begin driving the rain disappears, the sun is shining through the clouds, and a BRIGHT rainbow has formed in the gray dark sky, as if saying to us “Everything is okay! :D ”. I felt that the storm bitch slapped all the bad moods out of me, because now I am feeling pretty good. Today turned out to be a good day, the best day I have had in a very long time, not to mention needed. I got to feel secure in a house with power and people, I was able to take large amounts of sugar, I was fed bombass lasagna, played with an adorable dog, and showed off my geek brainpower lol, *sigh* today was awesome, Susy is happy again!

What a surprise

Of course I would be slacking off with my blog updates. Haha I’m just no good at keeping any sort of diary or journal. I’m still getting use to my school routine and still haven’t memorized my class times which is pretty bad because again I messed up correcting the available hours on my application during my job interview. I also realized this mistake AFTER the interview…subway intimidates me hahaha, but I think that’s how any first job should make you feel. I hope I get the job, I need the money and I need it to keep the awesome deal I struck with my brother that if I got the job he would help me pay for a puppy! and maintain it in the proper way I always wanted to raise a dog in. The only thing is we have to wait, to see if I even get the job, and for a proper litter of puppies to come along which looks like would happen either in the spring or winter. I think we are going to buy a husky seeing how my brother refuses to buy an English Springer spaniel (which isn’t too bad of a thing seeing how I love both breeds but still lol), and even though he doesn’t like the name biscuit head that’s what the puppy’s name is going to be, I swear! Plus I desperately need a puppy.

When my mom came back from helping my Lita plan for her 50th anniversary, she informed me that all the aunts and nieces are going to be decked out in gold dresses. GOLD, I know it’s the 50th anniversary and all, but come on people! Wearing gold dresses isn’t thrilling me too much nor is the fact that this 50th anniversary is in the same week of my b-day. Its making me feel so discouraged to try to set something up, even though it’s an important day for me because it would be my shoulder anniversary. And I’m so grateful that I can move it as much as I do, with no significant limitations. But I don’t know if I will have a chance to appreciate that day. Everything is still up in the air, which I really hate. And when that happens all I want to do is sleep, my body betrays me and relaxes into any position my body is in ; even as I am sitting down writing this I’m fighting the urge. Maybe I should start taking power naps during the day now that we are losing one hour of sleep, and one hour less of sleep isn’t going to help me stop acting like a total apathetic bitch. But then my behavior could be telling me that the horrible monthly murdering eggs process is on its way. Cross fingers, and hope it doesn’t come too soon.